Zidane Materazzi incident resolved by BBC lip readers

you itallian FUCK!!!!!!!! disgrace to football..takeback the WC! kill Matterazi..kudos Zidane!

how does it feel?

how does it feel
to be left alone
standing in the rain
cold to the bones?

how does it feel
to be left scattered
your souls no longer worth
the believe of others?

how does it feel
to be left wronged
know you're so right
scream during the night?

how does it feel
every step that you take
would be the biggest
meanest mistake?

how does it feel
every word you utter
fell on deaf ears
melt like butter?

how does it feel
every breath you muster
leaves you in pain
others see you as disaster?

how does it feel
when you needed
the world most
you're left cold unheeded?

how does it feel
when you're tryin
your vey best
you end up cryin?

how does it feel
when you think healthy
you are told
to remember that you are sick?

how does it feel
when you are accused
yet no freedom
for you to speak?


how does it feel
you try to act
your age they view
you as wastage?

how does it feel
everytime you speak
you are told
being cynically smart?

how does it feel
you write for fun
you are told
that you're playing dumb?

how does it feel
everytime you cry
those pearly tears
will freeze or dry?

how does it feel
everytime you pray
you knoe only God
trusts your say?

how does it feel
the people you love
would believe others first
your words are cooked in stove?

how does it feel
you have a warm home
but for now
why is it so kold?

how does it feel
the ones you loved
are the ones
making u wanna go away?

how does it feel
to feel the white sand
to feel the cool breeze
somewhere far?

how does it fell
when someday
ill be gone for good
without saying goodbye?

how does it feel
when people stare
and point at you
yet do nothin coz you dare?

how does it feel
to feel a sting
in your heart
when you read this?

good..coz it WAS meant for you..you DISCRIMINATING PREJUDICE FUCK!


Andri Ghazali 1983 - present

fifth vertical poetry #27

The faces that you've abandoned
have remained under your face
and sometimes they bulge out
as though your skin cannot contain them all


The hands that you've abandoned
swell up sometimes in your hand
and absorb things or releasethem like growing sponges


The lives that you have abandoned
survive you in your shadow
and on one day they will storm you like a life
to die perhaps once alone


Roberto Juarroz
translated by W.S Merwin

























kinda freaky? know more about the poet and his freaky poem

music appreciation *Song of the Day* - by your Side by Sade

Hola peeopple !!! It's nice to breath in the fresh air-conditoned + Raub flavoured + baju2 dari spital yg tak basuh lagi bau cam harem - airrr!! it's good to be back lah~ I've finished this blog earlier before the ER-being-warded-into-hospital incident tho. But now coming back from HKL, i've seen (and been thinking bout) the things that has happened for the past one year (has it really been that loong?) Heck its a new month, new faces, ol' friends, new topics, new bags, new books, new shoes, new me, i love the new me :) It's goin to be one hectic month i think with me goin on n off the hospital, (which means on and off seeing you lol)~

For the lovey doveys who's mad in love, for one who just discovered how sweet love can be, for people who gave up hope on love. For poets who's in search of the true poetical meaning of love. This is the ultimate love song (in my humble opinion). I'm not sure if its already too soon for me to mention about love as i myself am still lookin for the perfect precise definition of the big L word (yeah lust to some of you Pervert Perverssons), but i can only think of this song as the perfect explanation for all the special feelings love brings to our heart - warmth, hope, affection, attraction, honesty, endearment, the flying without wings kinda feeling ;) . For the broken hearted, never give up on love, as quoted byHenry David Thoreau - "There is no remedy for love but to love more". Soo, gratify your heart with this beautiful lyrics, indulge your soul in the melodious sounds of Sade's sultry voice, and be lost in its soothing music. (till i knoe how to tepek some mp3 here for downloading, download the mp3 on ur own lah!)



You think I'd leave your side baby
never would i do such a thing
You know me better than that
"And end life when i end loyalty" - Willy Shakespeare
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
I'd give up my life to get you up on your feet again dear
I wouldnt do that
never would i let you down
I'll tell you you the right when you're wrong
"love means not ever having to say you're sorry" - Erich Segal
Haaaaa Haa Ouhh Oh Ouhhh
haiyook what to write
And if only you could see into me
Oh please see into me with your pretty brown hazelnut, ever-warming eyes *sigh*

Oh when you're cold
just tell me
I'll be there
with a cup o' steaming tea and a warm smile
Hold you tight to me
oh let your cold forever be :)

When you're on the outside baby and you can't get in
never shall i let that happen
I will show you, you're so much better than you know
you are and you always will be
When you're lost and you're alone and you can't get back again
in your darkest hours
I will find you darling and I will bring you home
I will be your saviour

And if you want to cry
my shoulders are here for you
I am here to dry your eyes
and make you smile
and in no time
in a blink of an eye
you'll be fine
with the sweetest smile

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
I wouldn't do that
I'll tell you you're right when your wrong
Haaaa Ha Haaa ouh Oh Oh
And if only you could see into me
worth typing it all over again

Oh when you're low
and moody and sad and in despair
i'll be there
i'll always be
by your side baby
by your side baby