L.O.V.E. (Part I)

Oh, here we are again, with the same lame topic..AHGAINN..the lovey dovey mushhy mushhhy topic..make it the topic of the year oh for all i care.. Just read Yuen's blog about love with his usual very2 respective writings and opinions about love and not to forget the trivia knowledge the wiki-freak got all filed and foldered in his ever-anarchist mind. And the post somehow triggered me to write my own opinion about the same topic; love..or CHEIINTAAAA while doing sudoku on the Net (and i blame Ca'un and Amy for the sudoku-fever reoccurence) lalalala~

Oh, yeah i am no casanova nor romeo, just one ordinary Joe with an ordinary life - make it an ordinary cancer-plagued life - who is about to waste his time chattering like a monkey about this LOVE topic of his. And of my 25 years of life, my first love was one stupid meaningless puppy-love of 7 years that went dead naturally with the girl chose to end it with no pride, let alone respect nor dignity. And regret? I never even had any..In fact, it was a feeling of actually breaking free from a 7 years death sentence..To be wise, you need to do mistakes in your life. To know that you need to do mistakes to be wise, you need to prepare yourself for heartaches and cushion yourself from the hardfall. Love isn't all about the you're-in-cloud-nine-feeling 24/7..it comes in a package..Like buy 1 free 1 kinda thing..When you love, it also comes with hate, and other 1001 ugly hideous feelings that you never thought you get to nightmarishly experience.

Love is capable of making a toastmaster stutter, and making the happiest person suffer. As Yuen wrote in his 'post - Filler' : "It's easy to fall in love when you're lonely", i find the statement is true for most of us weak Earthlings, or may it be Weaklings. When you're loneley, in the dark quite solitudity, when you sit alone at the mamak stall drinking your teh tarik and every table around you is filled with laughter..and you need at least another person to make a laughter - indicating they are not alone. You laugh alone at a mamak stall, you'll end up in the psychiatric ward for a month or two. When you're single, you tend to hold this mantra to believe that it's the coolest thing ever - not to be binded, not having to commit, no one to boss you around of not to do this and that, free to be youself, free to do anything you want- bt then, until one day, when you were in your stride, you halt, to realize that how long will you live like this? Seeing one person to another without ever thinking of having a serious-meaningful relationship etc. How long will you be able to stand on the singularity status? How long will you humm the "I Will Survive" song? Not till the song changed into "I Will Sour-vive" i think...

that's all for now then..time for a lil sleep and AXN-watching..Part 2 of the LOVE will come in the near future :) Take care readers, and au revoir~