how does it feel?

how does it feel
to be left alone
standing in the rain
cold to the bones?

how does it feel
to be left scattered
your souls no longer worth
the believe of others?

how does it feel
to be left wronged
know you're so right
scream during the night?

how does it feel
every step that you take
would be the biggest
meanest mistake?

how does it feel
every word you utter
fell on deaf ears
melt like butter?

how does it feel
every breath you muster
leaves you in pain
others see you as disaster?

how does it feel
when you needed
the world most
you're left cold unheeded?

how does it feel
when you're tryin
your vey best
you end up cryin?

how does it feel
when you think healthy
you are told
to remember that you are sick?

how does it feel
when you are accused
yet no freedom
for you to speak?


how does it feel
you try to act
your age they view
you as wastage?

how does it feel
everytime you speak
you are told
being cynically smart?

how does it feel
you write for fun
you are told
that you're playing dumb?

how does it feel
everytime you cry
those pearly tears
will freeze or dry?

how does it feel
everytime you pray
you knoe only God
trusts your say?

how does it feel
the people you love
would believe others first
your words are cooked in stove?

how does it feel
you have a warm home
but for now
why is it so kold?

how does it feel
the ones you loved
are the ones
making u wanna go away?

how does it feel
to feel the white sand
to feel the cool breeze
somewhere far?

how does it fell
when someday
ill be gone for good
without saying goodbye?

how does it feel
when people stare
and point at you
yet do nothin coz you dare?

how does it feel
to feel a sting
in your heart
when you read this?

good..coz it WAS meant for you..you DISCRIMINATING PREJUDICE FUCK!


Andri Ghazali 1983 - present