the song of the week : Blue October - Hate Me
This is baby's and my favourite song of the week..for couples who fight a lot, for couples who need some time off, couples needing a little peace, couples heading for seperation..think twice and read the lyrics and sing your little miserable sad heart out..its not wrong to cry..to shout..to feel angry, sad and frustrated..take some time for peace and wise thinking..enjoy the song luvs!~
I have to block out thoughts of you so I dont lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my head
Dropping little reels of tape to remindthat i'm alone
playing movies in my head head that make a porno feel like home
there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in in my brain
an ounce of peace is all i want for you. will you never call again?
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
and will you never try to reach me? it is i who wanted space
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
i'm sober now for 3 whole months its an accomplishment that u helped me with
the 1 thing that always tore us apartis the one thingi wont touch again
in my sick way i want to thank you for holding my head late up at nite
you never doubted my warped opinions on things like sucidal hate
you made me compliment myself whenit was way hard to take
so i'll drive so fuc*ing far away that i never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didnt do for you
hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave
kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i had made
and like a baby boy i never was a man
until i saw your blue eyes cry and i held your face in my hand
and then i fell down yelling "make it go away!"
just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
and then she whispered "how can you do this to me?"
i think this is among the best song that expresses how hard seperation and sacrifeces are..so any of u who have this song, just push play and sing this song out while reading my useless blog here occay?