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if i could cry the pain away

or shout out loud just to numb it i would

the pain of a cold knife piercing through your bloodveins with every heartbeat that goes

how i bite my lips just to stay sane

how i clenched my fists and gritted my teeth

how i close my eyes shut just to imagine i'm on a pearly-white sandy beach

the twitching and shivering

the heat inside and the coldness outside

if i have to go through all these to repay my sins overdue

then every jolt of pain is worth it




andri ghazali
1983 - present